So here I am at my servicio ugh so tired and over it already just waiting for the semester to end already not much to say really there's not much going on in the life and times of Monica haha anyway just wanted to do a quick blog to let peeps know I am still around haha


-- Post From My iPhone

By Definition perfection is
perfection |pərˈfek sh ən|
noun
the condition, state, or quality of being free or as free as possible from all flaws or defects : the satiny perfection of her skin | his pursuit of golfing perfection.
• a person or thing perceived as the embodiment of such a condition, state, or quality : I am told that she is perfection itself.
• the action or process of improving something until it is faultless or as faultless as possible : among the key tasks was the perfection of new mechanisms of economic management.


funny huh? what else is funny is that there may be a perfectionist or someone who has perfect skin... but is there a perfect person... why isnt that in the dictionary. In some ways it depends u can look at urself as full of flaws or perfect, then theres someone like me who doesnt really give a shit but at the same time i do. i cant tell you that i am a perfect person because everyones perception of what perfect is ... is completely different. lately my moms been bugging me about how i should be more girly where as i am u should see my closet its practically vomiting clothes and shoes... but when im home... i really just want to sleep and be a bum and not have to worry about how i look i just want to sleep u know those really long sleeps where u feel like ur in a coma. those are ideal i just want to stay in my sweats all day just like that and have no one bother me because my schedual here sucks all i do is study i have exams every 2 weeks and presntations and all of that stuff a girl really gets burned out but ey im the dumb one remember? I'm almost home thats whats keeping me going nothing else. although im gonna have to hear my moms shit... its ok i'll probably be comatose anyway.


i'm PMSing, Cramps, and Dieting which sucks
i hate dieting but i hate being fat i wish i didnt have that pizza today ugh i feel gross now
well now im also sleepy
not so gross
i should go to bed
anyway going to bed its too late


XoXo
MoN :)

ugh alright so here we go

School: 4 classes...30 credits...i know 4 classes dont seem that much but they are like alot of credits and i have a super nazi teacher who is my microbiology lab, clinical pathology lab, and clinical pathology class teacher. i had this 2 point quiz for micro and HOLY shit that was like being raped in the ass by an elephant dick... i know it was very painful i have a quiz tomorrow in clinical path laboratory but i know im screwed so eventually i gave up coz there is no real point im gonna fail anyway haha midterms have begun already i mean i just got back and here we go again i swear my head is going to explode or implode. i know thats really impossible and theres a .0000000000000000000000001 percent chance that could happen. here are the classes i have Microbiology, Clinical Pathology, Pathology 2, and Pharmacology... and then add that to study for the USMLE step 1 in december i am officially stressed out... my hair will be turning grey any minute now!!!

My so called life:
things are stressful as always laura and nicole are mad coz i didnt invite them to stephanies surprise party but why would i i mean they are my friends but they barely even give steph a proper hello and its just so awkward around them when those three are in the same room the last thing i wanted her to feel is uncomfortable on her birthday. thats a whole fiasco....i really dont want to deal with so whatever let them be mad they are old enough to get over it. as all my friends know i went to pakistan in december my brother got married and i spent like 4 days in Jersey which sucked but i did see sha... no leah though :( i miss my ohana if only they wanted to be doctors and cam with me things would be ten times more fun haha i hate this place but im here and im almost done. I got my period and it kills and sucks im having such bad mood swings i mean i cried over a commercial with a puppy, and then over rubbing alcohol and its fricken annoying. i am going to the gym starting tomorrow. yes this time i am really starting...what else nothing really want to lose weight im sick of being overweight i want to fit into my old jeans and stuff...i want to cut my hair but at the same time i like the length im so indecisive ill just wait till it grows out.... anyway i must go continue studying.

<3
Monica